July 2011 Pt.4
7/22/11
I may or may not have lost count of the days, from what i can remember they are transporting me to a different hospital today. Two transporters came to my room and lifted up the sheet to move me to a different bed, they were really nice an gentle about it. After loading me on to the ambulance and made sure all the tubes that were suppose to be hooked up to me, they offered me a couple more shots of morphine to help me coup with the anxiety of being in a vehicle and also for my pain. The transporters reassured me that everything is going to be okay and closed the door. As i was laying in the back of the ambulance i can hear the traffic outside of the car, i can’t help but starting to panic about the fact that i think i will get hit by another car again, but none the less we made to the next hospital safe and sound.
After they took me off of the ambulance, and made sure i wasn’t choking they wheeled my bed into the elevator and took me to my assigned room. They made sure i was being put into a nice room with a great view over looking the court yard, but unfortunately with my right eye sewed shut, and let eye without my contact i am practically blind. This is going to be my home for the next 3 weeks.
Lil D is so cute it’s unreal!
all of the next photos are from http://www.flickr.com/photos/bellowtheearth/
Sia-Breathe Me
Love love love this song, i remember back in when i was with my ex girlfriend, when ever we were apart i will use my Polaroid to take a picture of what ever that reminded myself of her and write down what i was feeling at that very moment on the picture and mail it to her :) i miss the feeling of loving someone.
we All have a million reasons to be here :)
