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July 2011 Pt.5
7/23/11 Tonight is the first night at the Kaiser Manoalua Hospital, i am so tired of waking up every 5 minutes to readjust my suction tube so i wouldn’t choke on my saliva.  I ask the doctors to take me off morphine because i was having intense hallucinations.  I was in so much pain, the whole night im laying in bed i couldn’t stop crying, but there was no sound coming out because my...
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December 2011
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July 2011 Pt.4
7/22/11 I may or may not have lost count of the days, from what i can remember they are transporting me to a different hospital today.  Two transporters came to my room and lifted up the sheet to move me to a different bed, they were really nice an gentle about it.  After loading me on to the ambulance and made sure all the tubes that were suppose to be hooked up to me, they offered me a couple...
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November 2011
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ListenLily Allen- Naive (The Kooks cover)
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October 2011
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ListenGary Jules-Mad World so calming ….
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WatchWatch
Women+Music=art graysprovocation:
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July 2011 Pt.3
7/21/11 I woke up in pain today, i pressed the morphine button a few times with hope that i can fall back asleep, all i wanted was for all these to end.  I wrote down on a piece of paper and asked the doctors what happened to me, they told me i was in a very bad accident.   While the doctors were telling me my injuries, i counted my fingers to see if they were all there, glimpsed down to my legs...
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July 2011 Pt.2
7/20/11 There were bright lights around me, still could barely see anything and couldn’t utter any sound from my throat.  They lowered my hospital bed and pull out the tube that was draining my saliva.  It really is like in the movies, as they wheel my bed in the hall way to the operating room the glare of the florescent light almost seem numbing, i gestured one of the nurse that was by my...
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July 2011
7/19/11 The first thing that came across my mind was the that i can only open one of my eyes and it was extremely blurry.  I couldn’t move any part of my body besides my right arm, i touched my face, and i couldn’t find my jaw.  I felt like i was hanging upside down, due to the amount of morphine in my system.  i didn’t know what had happen to me, but i had a feeling i was going...
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September 2011
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“愛我別走,我錯了. 不要聽見你真的說出口…再給我一點溫柔”
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